What can I say?

from zero to cynic in 10 seconds. haha

There's a reason why i never wanted to be in the gay scene..EVERYBODY KNOWS EVERYBODY. other than that, everyone's either dated everyone or fucked everyone. There's just no escaping. It would be harsher for me though. I'm not out. YES BOYS and SEMI-BOYS! I am not out. So if people found out that i dated this dude and that dude. I wouldn't say i'm screwed but definitely I will be the butt of all closet jokes in my area of influence...on the other hand, that would probably open more doors for dating..(which i'm not really excited about..i just had to say)
i was actually going to blog about something else, about a disappointment and about feeling high and dry, but i ended up with this.

i'm hoping for brighter and better days. Life is good, it's just that people tend to be more concerned with their own good than others...that includes me. :b

anyway, i'll post again soon..

p.s.
if you're reading my blog. LET ME KNOW, that'd probably help write better. hahahah kailangan ng validation :)) ciao!