asdaksljfslgalkhgalkh :)) saya lang.. :">

tonight was a good night,
it was as pleasant as i expected it to be,
it was short, but definitely sweet.
We held hands and kissed.
i felt safe. :)

oh damn, feeling highschool ako ulit. (only i'm more cautious this time hahaha)

On Sunday..

i will finally go out on a date. AFTER MONTHS OF CELIBACY. lol. I really like this guy, and he, well, showed interest in me, actually he was the one who asked me out. so yey! He's hmmm.. how do i say this? Just my type! he's 5 years older, he's gwapo. bearish. mabait..suplado kung minsan, pero okay lang. natitiis nya kakulitan ko.. i'd like to believe na pareho kami ng humor unless tawa lang siya ng tawa kahit di na ko nakakatawa. lol

Me: I hope things turn out well..
Him: Yeah, me too :)
*skip parts of the convo* HAHAHA
Me: Sigh, baka mag-fall ako sayo.. (landi mo lang pre! LOL)
Him: just go with the flow..  :)

oo nga naman, i have prevented myself from being over eager. pero inisip ko din, i somehow have to play my part, show him that i'm actually interested and it didn't end nung isang gabing landian/lambingan namin. He calls me sweet. I can't help but think of john lapuz everytime he calls me that. but im sure he didnt mean that.
hahahah di bagay sakin, promise. if you see me, you'll prolly say "woof!" instead. :)))Aside, from our the fact na slightly complicated ang sitwasyon namin. I don't give a shit. HAHAHA minsan na lang ako lumabas on a date. magpapakasaya na lang ako with him... kung ano man turn out nito, sana maayos. sana masaya :)

So what?

friend: did you go to church already?
me: nope
friend: why not?
me: 'cause i slept late and woke up late (church was 10:00am..i'm protestant and that's my preferred time)
friend: this concerns me..
me:what concerns you? me, missing a sunday?
friend: not just missing this sunday..it's more of a "why?"
me: okay?
friend: no more drive?
me: i'm just missing this sunday, I have to study my pieces :|
friend: i'm just concerned.

WTF WAS THAT ABOUT.
seriously? i wanted to go all theoligical on him and define church (a people called out and not an event or a building), but i chose not to. I'm sorry if we don't share the same enthusiasm for "church". Today, i will rest and do important things, I'm sure God wouldn't judge me for missing this one sunday.

gosh!

that's my kind of guy. can anyone tell me where i could get one? HAHAHAH
seeing pictures likes this one, makes me wanna work out again. I wanna be like that, and find someone like that. hahaha I was never really into scrawny boys. I want someone scruffy and beefy. sigh. I guess, stocky's fine too. hehe i've dated this muscle jap dude in the past. contrary to popular belief, not all jap men have small cocks... well i guess, the guy i dated was an exemption. hahaha he was probably the hottest guy i dated. Had to dump him though, 'cause he was such a slut. hehehe ANYWAY.. i like brawny guys.. so if you know someone, refer him to me. :)))

ciao!

LOOK!

an even duller lay-out:))

hmmm..

Lately, when i surf through facebook i see that the side Ads are mostly photo albums from the guy I met in cali last christmas season. I admit, i had a crush on this guy, not really sure about it now. I'm just a bit weirded out by the fact that it's always his albums. i mean come on facebook! he's not the only contact i have. HAHAH *landi..kunyari pa* '

facebook probably keeps track of how much you visit someone's page. Hence, the ads. :))
sigh, i miss my cute-dorky cali boy. I hope to see him soon.

btw, we still talk through ym and skype. :) 

White Chocolate Champorado

i know kind of looks a bit gross on the picture, but i'm sure it tastes good.
topped with crushed barquillos and a strawberry. i want soooome. :|

sadly, only a pinoy fusion food truck sells it, and it's in L.A. oh joy.

asa.

yun na lang. gago ka and it's confirmed. hehehe 

i choose to be smart (?)

"pwede ka ba syotain?"

WOW. candy hinihingi mo? at syotain? :|

But since, you're just my type.. bearish, middle-easternish, biggie..lol Why the fuck not? but then, your attitude comes to mind. it seems to me that when you're no longer "benefiting" from it, you just drop things off. You're not even kind. well for one you're honest, i guess that's a plus. but i guess too honest. too honest, to the point that you forget other human beings have feelings to. labo mo rin kasi, the other day, you said you didn't want a relationship..ngayon gusto mo na. oh well, let's just hope things turn out well. I just might give you a chance. I just might. i'll find a way to tear down your walls. :)) (and well, you have to find a way to tear down mine.. i'm not gonna fall for another self-serving douchebag).

p.s.

baka libog lang lahat ng ito, wag ka na lang magplano ng kung ano ano.