Friday, December 3, 2010

I will not be loved for someone/something I am not.

Almost tried to change myself for someone.. well ain't that great. :| But the good thing is i snapped out of it. Got my head out of my ass and realized that i was becoming something i'm not. almost pulled a highschool there. semi-retarded me. jeez. anyhoo, as much as I want to pursue, I can sense that i'm not wanted, otherwise, i would have been informed. Also, i'm confident in the fact that i'm a pretty decent MAN. When it comes relationships. I was never a boy. I know what I want, but through the years I have learned that no matter how hard you try, if the other person doesn't really want you in his life, you'll either end up as a fallback and the obvious, you won't be in his life. So tonight, while with my friends, I fell into deep epiphany even. I don't need to be someone else. I will not be loved for something/someone i'm not. I know someone out there will find this sarcastic-chill-hopeless-romantic-lotr-hp geek interesting. haha and i hope to find that one interesting as well. that's all for tonight. I pray that life be kind in this aspect of my life.

how can something so simple be realized so late. lol better late than 30. hehe

1 comment:

  1. i seriously liked this post. i agree with you, you need not to be someone else you are not just to be accepted more so just to be loved.

    i see that you are an intellectual MAN/guy at your age (in college right?), keep it up! and i am with you in hoping that you find someone who will love you for who and what you are.

    a similar thought just came across while am typing, something like "change for yourself and not for someone else"